I am just sucking at this losing weight thing right now... SUCKING AT IT. I have lost not one pound since my last entry, although to be fair, I have not been regularly going to the gym. I've been keeping my steps up by walking, but I don't think it's enough. I've been trying to be active on the weekends with Jonathan. We went on a 7 mile hike the other day. However, we take pictures and I am smacked in the face with how overweight I really am. I absolutely hate the way I look. Even my arms look fat. I don't fit my clothes right, I can't wear a lot of my clothing.
I don't know what to do. Sometimes, I just can't control the overeating. And then I feel guilty and I'll admit, I've thought of purging, but if I did that I would feel even worse, and I know that is more unhealthy than what I ate. I gotta do something. I just don't know what.....
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